scenegirl

I didn’t know there was trouble til you made a lover of me 🖤

I hate that hair colour combo so much >~< Luckily I was able to dye it today so I only had to endure it one day. Going to draw now and making plans for the weekend 💙 And thinking of what to do in two weeks... 💔 🖤 🖤 #alternative #alternativegirl #alternativefashion #nurse #nurseatwork #workselfie #emo #emogirl #emohair #scene #scenegirl #paleaesthetic #femaledrummer #drummergirl #blondehair #bluehairedgirl #bluehair #pastelhair #eyedhair #bleachedroots #greeneyes #wingedliner #punkgirl #punk #paleskin #palegirls #piercedgirl #septum #ahegao

We fight to live yet live to fight 🗡 (PERSONAL CAPTION BELOW 👇🏼) ☆☆☆☆☆ Depression is not a joke. Many of you following me have bravely shared your stories about fighting depression on a daily basis. Today I'll share mine: - As kid I was the happiest. Always silly with a bad sense of humor, I told jokes nobody laughed at. And I didn't care. Noone could break my spirit. One day tho, around the age of 13, that sense of humor started to fade. Soon enough my surroundings seemed gray and things... stopped mattering? So I tried reaching out to my homeroom teacher, the only human I really looked up to, saying that maybe I'm depressed. His answer? "Noo Kitcha you're not depressed. You're always happy!". And so I started pretending that I was fine. - The years went by and my mental health grew worse. I pretended to live but inside I had given up. Nothing mattered. At the age of 19 the fuse broke. I got tired of everything and locked myself up in my room for months. I stopped going to school, I stopped answering friends and I ignored my family as much as I could. My biggest wish was for everyone to forget me, so I'd have no reason to keep trying. - Finally my mom and homeroom teacher (a new one, he was awesome) got through to me. I got called to a short school meeting, where said teacher only met me with love and convinced me to seek professional help... And so I did. Everything slowly got better from there on. - I still struggle every day, but my depression is so much better. Things finally matter and my surroundings are colorful more often than not. I'm blessed with friends, family and all you fans who care so much. But know that I have fought so hard to get here, and so can you. Don't romanticize depression; see it as a horrible illness. And see yourself as a stronger person. Keep fighting it every day, because you deserve a happy life. - I could have written so much more but IG has a caption limit. Thanks for reading 💙 ♡♡♡♡♡ ~KITCH OUT~ . . . . . #bluehair #alternative #jfashion #vocaloid #scene #emo #anime #cosplay #emogirl #emoboy #scenegirl #sceneboy #visualkei #V系 #kawaii #goth #altfashion #kawaii #可愛い #oshare

Hapoy 7 months @tripnsho and haply early birthday♡♡♡ you have made my life so so so much more happy and i can't thank u enough ♡♡ I'm so lucky too have you cause you're so amazing, and kind and sweet and so much more i love you harry♡♡♡ • • • #emo #weird #emogirl #emoboy #creepy #freak #gothic #kawaii #cute #punkrock #metal #pastelgoth #alt #piercings #goth #punk #scene #scenegirl #sceamo #emoteen #hair #mine #love #happybirthday #adorable